[19 Oct 2005|08:51pm] [ music | Municipal Waste - Guilty Of Being Tight ] just a reminder add the new lj vivada_vis 1 shoot to kill

old old old [19 Oct 2005|02:15am] [ music | Holier Than Thou? - Speed Kills (But Who's Buying?) ] after about 2 & a half years i have decided to not use this live journal anymore. i feel like i need some sort of fresh start. i'm not deleting this journal, i'm just not going to write in it anymore. so no more angryxxyouth! my new live journal is vivada_vis add it add it add it. vivada_vis vivada_vis vivada_vis 4 shoot to kill

i wanna watch you undress through the keyhole.. [18 Oct 2005|01:14am] [ music | Tom Gabel (live solo set) - Walking Is Still Honest ] so today was random as hell. i was sitting & thinking "i have nothing to do tonight. hey that Some Girls show is at the church, Luke is going, maybe i'll go.." so i call up Luke & two & a half hours later i'm at the church. missed Affirmative Action Jackson by the time i got there which was sucky. browsed the distro while Breather Resist played. they're good but for some reason i didn't feel like watching them. i came across Holier Than Thou?'s "Hating Of The Guts" 12" for $9, then cried inside my head because i have $3 to my name. Daughters up next. oh man.. Daughters. i've seen them once & was thinking "why the hell am i seeing them again??" i have a sort of love/hate relationship with that band, its all good though. they sounded better this time around & i was digging it. the lead singer is the best just because he talks like a pompous asshole half the time & looks like a total scumbag.. no wonder i like him. hahaha. Some Girls last, they were pretty awesome. the end of the set was sooooo good. so yeah, this night was random & enjoyable. favorite thing said all night: "uh, i just got hit in the face with Meow Mix. original flavor. that's a new one. usually it's chicken & tuna flavor. yeahyeah, i am a pussy." - singer of Daughters. still majorly excited for this weekend. :) 7 shoot to kill

fashion girl looks like everyone else [16 Oct 2005|10:30pm] [ music | Regulations - Fashion Girl ] so this weekend was kinda cool. on friday Roxy & i went to the Unseen/AGT/Career Soldiers/Ghouls show at the pontiac grille. it was alright. i found myself mainly just hanging out with friends rather than actually watching the bands most of the time, i have seen all those bands multiple times afterall, except Career Soldiers. still pretty enjoyable time. Roxy had a lot of fun too which was awesome because she hardly gets to go to shows. the only sucky part of the night was waiting for doors to open on south street in the rain & cold. couldn't have been much help for my cough. oh well. saturday Lisa came to jersey. we picked up Diane & went shopping at goodwill and micheals craft store. Lisa bought some cool creative stuff. it was a really fun day hanging with two of my besssst girls <3. that night i was supposed to go to the trash can for the "makeout party" but Johnny V told me he was having a party at his house so i figured i'd go to that rather than spending money on the train. turned out Diane couldn't even leave the house that night so i offered to stay & hang out with her. i rented the Machinist (starring a really creepy, insane, shockingly thin Christian Bale) & watched it with her at her house. it was a pretty awesome movie, the more i watch it the more i enjoy it. i recommend it to anyone! we also worked out an exercise routine for the two of us. after school monday - friday we're working out together doing different stuff we decided on. awesome. after i left i went home & chilled on my couch & watched American Psycho (starring a really creepy, brutally insane, muscular yuppie Christian Bale) because i felt like it. this past week i had off from school monday & thursday. both days i hung out with Mark in palmyra. monday we walked around town, i took pictures for school & i made him teach me the basics of skateboarding. i suck & lack balance. thursday we made root beer floats & watched Newsies (starring a young, singing & dancing Christian Bale with a heavy new york accent) & it brought back fond memories of my 8th grade year. :P so what's with this Christian Bale movie phase??? this weekend is going to be sooo good. friday - Mischief Brew at Peelouts!! saturday - amazing Stabbin Cabin show with kegs..Asschapel, Nux Vomica, BSOM, Disease Called Man, The Shit & Ratbyte are playing! sunday - back to Peelouts for an early Regulations, Career Suicide, Pissed Jeans & Grim Aria show. amazing weekend ahead, yes? 6 shoot to kill

book burning [14 Oct 2005|01:08am] [ music | DisSucks - Better Day ] that's it. it's decided. i'm not going to school after i graduate. no, i just can't do it. for some reason i know for A FACT people in my family will talk about me, about how i was so smart & let everybody down. but i don't care anymore, fuck it. i want to learn so much more but i don't need books & classes & tests & assignments to learn more about the world around me. that's all i want is to live free & experience my life. i don't feel going to any sort of college will let me do that the way i want to, even if it is FREE. FUCK IT. i want to travel, i want to live in the city, i want to burn every text book i've ever had. this has piled so much stress on me in the last year or so & finally i'm saying fuck it & not giving in. if this is wrong i don't want to be right (AHHH THE CLICHE PHRASES!) my mom has just said she's proud of who i am & i don't have to prove anything to her. i don't think she knows how much that means to me. no matter what her & i have been through (god knows there were some tough times) or what we will go through, she's always been my rock. whether she knows it or not i'm proud of who she is too & she's a wonderful person. god dammit, i'm getting all teary! the mild afternoon is melting the snow away. there's people living, doing their thing, letting loud music play. there ain't no pigs around, they've all been locked in jail. there ain't no preachers left to preach, they're all burning in hell. & i don't care about minimum wage, cause there isn't any money to spend. all this stupid fucked up shit is coming to an end. the sun keeps shining down on us while the little children play. & i can sit & enjoy the afternoon cause today is a better day. i can see a better day, with no judges or being judged. i can feel a brighter way, with people being loved. i can see a better day, with peace & self respect. i can feel a brighter way, but it hasn't gotten here yet. DISSUCKS well, that better day will happen someday. for right now, i'm glad i got all that done & decided. next task = telling my dad. woooooohoo...... ( additionally, Rob being sick & taking too much cough medicine... )

i would really want to meet some undead ninja thrashers. [09 Oct 2005|02:56am] [ music | GxHx - Undead Ninja Thrashers Are Fuckin Go! ] so friday night ruled. ended up going to the stabbin cabin show first, that house is a really good show house in my opinion. lots of room & a good basement. plus on the wall it said Stabbin Cabin spelled out with broken records, & that was just awesome. while at the house i caught Skeleton Proof Tanks & Lord Humongus (fucking ruled) & drank some beer. then it was off to the trash can. hung around & talked with good people. Bread & Roses (i think that was the band's name) was fun. Erik Petersen was amazing as always. it was incredibly crowded in that little house, Erik was playing on the living room table while we all danced down on the floor. it was just fucking great. Luke was nice enough to come to the house after the stabbin cabin show & take Diane & i back to the collingswood train station. all in all an awesome night. tonight Diane & i spent like three hours at dynasty diner just drinking endless cups of coffee while talking about all kinds of crazy things. Josh Carter showed up at some point. her & i also hung out with Matt & Bryan for a little. pretty cool night.... there's no way i'm going to get to sleep anytime soon though. damn the free coffee refills. wow, i'm boring! ( oh yeah, circle pit fest? ) 12 shoot to kill

FUCK ELECTRONS!!!! [06 Oct 2005|10:34pm] [ music | Evil Robot Us' - Always The Quiet Ones ] we like protons cuz they're positivvvvveeee & i like Crucial Unit cuz they're funny. har har har. i also love getting ice cream with Ben, losing to everyone in bomberman, watching Chainsaw To The Face practice & laughing my ass off at Dave's Ray Cappo impression because that's what i did this past sunday. YEEOOWWOOOWOWOOOWWWWWWW. i do not love coughing up my lungs all week. my dad thinks i have broncitis which is probably the case, but oh well. this weekend will be fun times!!!! folk punk at the trash can with a super awesome performance by my favorite philly musician ever. but i don't think Vic wants people to announce who it is all over the place. after that it's off to the stabbin cabin's first show ever with BSOM, The Yah Mos Def, Skeleton Proof Tanks & Lord Humongous. i'll probably arrive at the show by the second to last band or something & drink keg beer. alright that's it! 9 shoot to kill

[05 Oct 2005|04:21pm] so i just mess up everything i do, so why bother anymore?

[03 Oct 2005|08:42pm] [ music | The Holy Mountain - The Living Dead ] i literally can't stop coughing. it's really deep, painful coughing. it happens every couple of seconds or so. i don't feel sick at all & it's been this way for like a month, i'm a little worried. 7 shoot to kill

i know that websites don't kill but sometimes they wil break hearts (boohoo) [02 Oct 2005|11:24am] [ music | COMBATWOUNDEDVETERAN - Jane, You Ignorant Slut ] so, thursday i went up to the outlet marketplace where Rob works & filled out an application because he said they're hiring a lot of people soon. hopefully i'll at least get an interview. please hope good things for my broke, jobless ass, won't you? after that i went to Mark's house & we watched Shaun of the Dead. fucking hilarious movie. i <3 zombies. i also received the "Searching For A Former Clarity" 2xLP in the mail. part of the original pressing of the record & one record is white. mmm. & i was thinking this may be the first weekend in a while that i didn't go to philly at all, besides my trip to washington. friday i was forced to skip out on the trashcan warriors v. zombies bash because of having not a lot of money or gas in my car so i bummed around & decided to go to the moorestown mall. i visited Luke at work (he was on mallrat patrol at hot topic, must've been awful) & spent the rest of the night in barnes n nobels reading "Stranger Than Fiction" by Chuck Palawhatshisname. & i bought the newest AP mag because there is a really good article on Against Me! in it. it pretty much made my night. after that i went to Dynasty & hung around & got home in time to catch Conan O'Brien. Against Me! was the musical guest, they didn't do too bad, i liked it. that made my night also. they just continue to make my nights awesome over & over again. yesterday i spent all day listening to Paint It Black & sewing. then i got all dolled up (HAH!) & went to cinnaminson's homecoming with Andrew because he asked me to awhile ago. i wasn't any fun at the dance because i didn't know anybody & got all anti-social, but at least Katy was there, she made me feel better. Andrew & i cut out early & went to, where else but, the Dynasty diner. Mary was there, mozerella sticks were eaten, good times. today i'm hanging out with Ben & we're getting ice cream! & i have a new lj look. what band does the layout have to do with this time? YOU'LL NEVER GUESS! check it angryxxyouth 7 shoot to kill

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